YUCK

I haven’t felt well for the past few days, but I’m finally feeling ok. I think it was going to a sleepover that threw off my sleeping schedule and made me really tired.

I’ve had to start writing my chapel talk, and it’s so weird. I’ve written three starts to three different ones, but I don’t know if they’re any good. I don’t want it to be typical or too preachy, but it probably will be. I think I may just read my college essay if I can’t think of anything. I think I’m too worried about what people will think to do anything daring or creative. Maybe I should try my hardest to do that, though, because so many people do the same one. OH well.

I also have that crazy audition the day before, which I’m really worried about. I keep panicking that my cello will go crazily out of tune, or that everyone will be better than me… Oh well, it doesn’t really matter. I only know of two people who’d be auditioning, and others I don’t know of… hopefully there won’t be that many people because I have to stay the whole time.

I’m just really worried about everything. May Day flowers, dress, chapel talk lunch, invitations, audition music, trying to find the piano music and setting up a time to meet with the accompanist. Hoping the accompanist doesn’t think I’m terrible at playing. Actually practicing instead of watching tv. Actually, today I have been working on my chapel talk and reading and only watching a little TV. And, my music isn’t that difficult, I almost have it memorized.

I want this blog to be more exciting, maybe with more practice it will be!