I Can't Remember

I can’t remember the dream I had last night.

Today I felt very sad all day. I went out to lunch at greenlife and it made me feel a lot better. I ate indian food, sparkling apple cider, raspberry granola gelato, yerba mate for the ride back to school. I went with Anna and Amber and it was a lot of fun. There were a bunch of GPS people and a definite god squad contingent but we ignored them (and they, of course, ignored us).

In assembly a (literal romantic married) couple of musicians played for us. At first I thought it was going to be lame because it was a young life thing, but it was actually really beautiful. They were folky and though some of their songs had religious meaning, it wasn’t blatantly obvious and the lyrics were very sweet and nice. I would have liked to buy their cd, but a lack of money prevented me. They seemed like really nice people too.

I didn’t work out after school and I should have; I would have felt a lot better when I came home. I had to go to evil walmart to get pens, pencils, a folder. I felt very sad in there and got the urge to buy a 64 pack of crayons, but I didn’t indulge. It did help to find the box and open up the top so I could look inside. There’s something about seeing so many colors together that’s so comforting. There’s so many possibilities. They had a display of bubbles in the toy section and that was also very nice. I love blowing bubbles and considered buying some for katy and colleen for their birthday party on saturday, but I think I want to get them something from Leo’s. I may go back, though, because I can’t really spend a lot of money. I hate that I’d have to go to walmart, but sometimes it’s unavoidable.

I don’t know when I’ll share this blog with anyone, maybe soon. Maybe people are already reading it and I just don’t know that they’ve found it. I don’t really care, I just like to type and send it away