BLOGGING EVERYDAY

I am going to blog everyday this month.

maybe.

So, today, not much went on. I did not work on my chapel talk. Bad news. I still don’t have the best idea I could have yet, I wish I would get a spark of inspiration to just write it.

I haven’t talked to anyone in a really long time, feelin’ kind of isolated.

Things that are worrying me right now:

1) Chapel Talk

2)Chapel Talk Invitations

3) May Day stuff

4) Art HIstory Test

5) Audition

6) memorizing for audition

7) meeting tomorrow

8) getting bad grades

9) getting a job!!!

many more things are keeping me awake at night. I am constantly worried. I think after these two weeks everything will be ok. After my chapel talk I’ll feel a lot better and I will only really have to worry about getting a job, which won’t be that hard. I just need to apply more places, I guess. I mean, I think I definitely will get a job.

I’m also getting worried about college. What if no one likes me? What if I don’t make any friends at all? What if everyone is way smarter than me and I can’t keep up? What if everyone is cooler than me!?